In the 15 days Jake has been in the hospital I have taken 93 pictures. I have a complusive need to document this experince. My way of saying to the future me, you lived through this. All the pain, all the worry, all the genuine spirit swallowing heartache, and this, just look at the beauty [...]
another dose of reality
my mind is still in the processing state. i’m not sure how i feel just yet or if i can even allow myself to feel. it was the one positive to getting the tracheostomy. the one upside i could find. and now it’s gone, or on the way out.
the seizures are back.
it’s not fair to [...]
